April 16th, 2020



So far, no motion from any of the seeds I'm trying to sprout.  Possibly they are all Too Old.Collapse )
In other creative news, I randomly picked up my bamboo flute and played it a bit today, and then, feeling inspired, dug out my ancient clarinet and music books.  It's SO LONG since I played, I had almost forgotten how to read music, and to begin with I couldn't get the top notes, but once I had played for a bit, it started coming back.  I think I'll try it again tomorrow.

I feel like I'm sort of standing still a lot of the time.  I know that the world for most people has changed fundementally and in very difficult ways, yet here, we have made small accommodations, but life poddles on not very unlike its state before. It feels wrong somehow, though I have no idea what would feel right. On the other hand, I have made some art and a little music, and that's a small achievement at least.